Noon: 05 august 1999-08-14

this word reality
this world -

          so,  many times knew
          couldn´t be true

          or viable

          a resource - seeing things the way they
                       (like an overcurious swarm)
               are The Way Things Are   this dissertation
it is academic after
                    all the way things are
                    buys and sells this worn
                    stolen  hocked sense
                    another reality   as the Czechs
                    steal this word and make it "pet reality"
                       like a lovely joke...

                    maybe it´s closer to the source

                              land houses accomodation    hospice
                              accomadating the feeding
                              an overpopulation - a resource
                              is nothing but a batterie given
                              blood as it tastes like acid
                              the tounge cannot even SPEAK
                              fluent enough to draw names around it

                    like these names    matter    from the top of a screen looking down
                    hard concrete listing

Midnight: 05 august 1999-08-14

. gotta headache thinking .
numbers are green and gold
eyes behind squinting numbers
lights dim
fire burns wax
smokes    you can smell of it