my god, my god, so many colors, shapes, textures, & experiences ... how, oh outlet for spiritual belief, am i ever supposed to process them & their many permutations without becoming totally overwhelmed & disillusioned? jeez, is it so tough to give a guy some clues as to like, you know, what you're thinking? dear intangible force which created the universe, i pray every day for guidance, answers & understanding, but in this hectic, fast-paced, fever-pitched cliché of a world, the answers seem to be ever changing.