At Yerba Buena Gardens waiting for kids to arrive to begin this workshop-am am am am am am breath- breathe- yes a nervous wreck for a time this morning then what? Over anxious why- who an exposed nerve is covered in delicate frail flesh parading through the streets in a car passing by all the other exposed nerves on their way to be and do whoever whatever when! I'm overwhelmed at times and then not- funny how it just passes gently, the nervous matrix- to be reconvened with something new- a new nerve or hopefully a new calm- sense of calm, calm soup calm hoop- calm wonder calm clam I am calm I tell you! Drink a bit of bubbly Calistoga - wildberry flavor, knock it back back up to the part about the hat- where ever where- my angles are all in a tangle are all overflowing floridly if only i could sit sweet like that- like that like that admiring itself endlessly flower- not such a bad trait for a being as least as it understands its likeness to itself, to not be exclusive to only it - that is all