August, 2003 Dot Ointment of sorrow balm me lachrymose: bear grease and iodine
Have foolish, will wallow have sphere, will swallow
What if when you die, your consciousness goes the next to last place you went? Next to lost. A random paradise. Practice death now.
In the trust it takes to ride behind someone on a motorcycle on the highway she could make time into riding gloves or buy her own year.
Pencil shaving alimony was ordered paid: a nod to the idea that she lacked for naught. Measure lipstick used by nautical miles: when a stick is done, wrap the tube in a small square of black silk and bury it. * this world is all chingada and we don't know where to put our hands while we stand here.
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if he apologized a third time for not being a brain surgeon, she would flip open her skull to show wounded brain and explain the advanced surgeries performed by the willing inner ear and how the eyeballs attach to the solar plexus and how when there's no anesthesia or state-of-the-art tools, a surgeon just uses what she has and he has, so he can too. There's no choice.
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No one ever explained what she apologized for uncontrollably.
A blood vessel-contracting breeze blew in, inflaming.
Soft tissue shock: wrap in tissue paper, float in best intentions.
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secular, cardiovascular scar
cough up Karen, candle kinetic knowing kenning home home sweat whom I love my drudge buddies my sludge my druid buddies *
sample the copyrighted chords meant to infect you with their danceabilly the song always stops before I'm done dancing.
Re the mix/ un the nix flip your lid shake your sticks at a two-tone double four time heartbeat heartache syncopate bone break
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cancerous intentions. Same problem: did one do enough?
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prayer sets every body upon the tip of one's tongue curse, bless, kiss, swallow.
Thank you. I didn't have much time. Didn't have much thank you, before I go.
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