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August, 2003 Anatomy of a broken heart Too wrong to keep Throw it on the floor With the tattered ledgers of Hope and loyalty Giving and trust Each page ripped one by one And scorned Spurned Scattered to the corners Of the chambers of my heart Messages of love Now ring hollow The wishes for many more years Slide through the Sieve of my mind So many grains So many wishes Filling the cup That never runneth over That instead is leaky The grains scattered and Are scavenged in the night Until there is nothing left But a stifled scream At the end of the line You just severed With your cowardly call And the easy way While I take ten The hard way Hammer blows to my Guts and heart While the mind Shuts itself in a little box So I can do as I must So I can survive To hurt another day To hide behind the new Fortress with Your name on the cornerstone And my blood In the foundation And my head In the window Wondering How long a Life is When you are All alone in a Sea of mates And a Nightmare Mind At the helm
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